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the thing is there's not a lot left to miss.

i miss high speed internet but i missed that before waking up here, too.

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wow rlly???
how tf did u do n e thing w/o it

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there hasn't really been much use for it lately.

the world ended. people are just trying to survive.

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thats

( hmm. )

idk
the end of the world doesnt feel like a real thing in my brain bc shit like me not being able 2 bleach my hair here is the end of the world
me deranking in fortnite is the end of the world

so its weird 2 think abt the actual litral end of the world
how did it like
happen? i kno abt the monsters but like
idk
did u just wake up 1 day n it happened?

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no, that makes sense.

i don't think it's something you can really comprehend until it's happened.

it was sort of gradual. The government knew about monsterization for awhile but didn't say anything about it until it was too widespread to hide anymore.

They told us to stay inside and declared a state of emergency. We still had access to TV and stuff at first and they told us how to detect monsters and fight them, but after the president changed on live TV we were kind of on our own.

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( there's a part of hao — the hunter part of him that's been mostly dormant for the past few weeks, hasn't whispered its usual cruel, violent things in his ear — that feels kinda ... itchy at the thought of it all. )

i dont think id b able 2 stay inside

whatd they exspect u 2 do?
sit around n twiddle ur fkn thumbs till u all died?

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looking back on it, it kind of feels that way, yeah.

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thats fkn stupid
u shoudve kicked there asses

( ...... the government?? )

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i had barely started to change at that point. i wasn't that strong.

and i wanted to believe they wanted to help.

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thats bc ur a good person

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[He has a praise kink Hao, now he's blushing and u can't even see it.]

maybe.

[He'd rather that be the reason than him just being stupid.]

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( 😌😌😌😌😌 )

defffffinitly

howd u get so strong huh
bc i kno u r now 😌

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it came with the transformation.

i was always weak before that.

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i cant even imagine that but ill take ur word 4 it

if monsters in ur world r so horible it made the world end
then how come ur sooooo
u?
ur not like n e monster ive ever met

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they aren't all horrible. there are different kinds, not all of them are violent.

they're really just people who got carried away by their desires. the human part of them gets caught up in an illusion where they have everything they want while the monster takes over.

i just resisted the illusion.

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huh
intresting

u
it mite be kinda nice 2 just be delusional and not kno what ur doing

what desire r u resisting huh?

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i wanted everyone to disappear.

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i guess u mustve met sum p good ppl 2 make u wanna fite it

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[oh.]

yeah, i did.

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eunyu?

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yeah, she helped me a lot.

there were others too, like sang-wook. have you met him? he's here, too.

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jesus theres 4 of u?
i thouht it was just u eunyu n eunhyuk
is he a monster 2? lol

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he sort of keeps to himself.

he's human.

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good
theres only 1 monster i wanna deal w from ur world

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you know eunhyuk is a monster, too, right?